Written Words From The Weekend

I’m tired of caring
Ineed to turn my feelings off
you mean so much to me, but I hate the way I feel
I give too much
you dont deserve my feelings
this depression is killing me
how I want to leave
I’m tired of this place
I want to go where no one knows me
I am afraid
I am lonely
I am scared
why do people abuse me
why am I so nice
I am alone
I will forever be alone
I need to be strong, but you make me so weak
I reveal myself and open up and you shun me