im not really in the mood. i have had a lot of things to write about lately but i just never feel like doing it. i know some are interested in what the number one job is and i will write about that soon enough. i feel as though i have been lost these past few days and weeks. i live in this wicked cycle. you know working by yourself at nite is very hard on the psyche. i look forward to the weekend, just like everyone else, but its not like a happy thing. i look forward to the weekends mainly so i dont have to drive to temple. i have too much on my mind. i feel as though i am disconnected. maybe the nite after nite of going out plays a part in that. i go out to find something that i am looking for but i keep looking in the wrong places. this post is so scattered and random. im sure there is one person reading this that is used to emails she gets that are like this. jumping for one thing to another.
do you ever feel as though no matter how much you want to help you just cant. i mean for one reason or another. i try to do so much and i guess sometimes it just isnt enough.
i recently bought a pair of those stress free jeans from the gap. i must say they are pretty fucking cool.
i am going to go and get some work done. although when it rains the printer acts like a retarded drunk midget and doesnt want to cooperate with anything. bastards.
ps i love you guys. my friends are the greatest and i never get a chance to let them know how much they mean to me.
