im not really in the mood. i have had a lot of things to write about lately but i just never feel like doing it. i know some are interested in what the number one job is and i will write about that soon enough. i feel as though i have been lost these past few days and weeks. i live in this wicked cycle. you know working by yourself at nite is very hard on the psyche. i look forward to the weekend, just like everyone else, but its not like a happy thing. i look forward to the…
Archive for June, 2004
i think john mayer says it pretty well…
Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I’m jaded
I hate it
I’m tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Searching all my days just to find you
I’m not sure who I’m looking for
I’ll know it
When I see you
Until then, I’ll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
I’m tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of…

my sis really isnt taller than me…i was standing in a rut. this photo was taken last weekend in thorndale where my grandfather grew up.
before i finish this list i want to take a moment to write about my grandfather. my grandfather was the most passionate person i know about the nature and conserving the beauty of this land. he served his country in the navy and spent the latter years writing letters to editors voicing his concerns over the direction our country was headed. he always had a great story to tell, and was never at a loss of a political opinion. i can remember going crabbing with him when i was a little kid. i thought that was the funnest thing. we…
number two will be far the most surprising for everyone, well i think it will be anyway. for as long as i can remember i have always wanted to be a fireman. i guess when you are a little kid everyone wants to be a fireman, but i have held on to that desire this entire time. i have told a few people about this dream and desire, but like everything else i guess it just kinda goes to the wayside. after the whole 9.11 thing i heard the number of fireman recruits grew like ten fold. and i can…
so number three used to be number one until i had the fortunate or unfortunate experience dealing with these people and hearing stories about them. i wanted to be a photographer for texas monthly. many people know that this is what i wanted more than anything to do. to travel around this great state photographing the endless beauty and diverse people and cultures. i have since had conversations with a former texas monthly photographer and he told me that the editors and publishers contract out of state for photographers. so why bring in a yankee that has no clue how…

