Archive for March, 2004

dearest you,
overexposure, or underdevelopment? trying not to dwell on the negatives. this film is lost in all but the darkest dark rooms it calls home. still your paranoid, sifting through polaroids. you know its the pictures that you dont remember that make you who you are.
it speaks way more than i could ever.

lost in the dark…
-b

the luck of the irish was smiling on me yesterday. details to follow…

i should warn you
i go to sleep
i know you don’t
know what i mean
yet
i get upset or happy
i go to sleep
nothing hurts when
i go to sleep
but i’m not tired
i’m not tired
i know it seems that i don’t care
but something in me does i swear
i don’t remember all last year
i left you awake to cry the tears
while i was dreaming in streams
flowing between the shores
of joy and sadness
i’m drowning
save me
wake me up
i should warn you
i go to sleep
you won’t know when i go to sleep
because i’m not tired
i’m not tired
i just sleep

i think it is funny.

one of my friends is opening for The Great Divide this weekend here in austin and i just found their first cd. this cd brings back so many great memories. i can remember the first time i ever heard this band. i had been out drinking with my friends and i came home late and i turned on my tv like i do everynite and i was flipping through the channels. i came across cmt and “pour me a vacation” was on. i can honestly remember thinking man i need to stay up and pay attention to see who this…

honesty is the key that will unlock doors.

how do you expect to be honest with me if you cant be honest with yourself.