Infatuation is fleeting desire–one set of glands calling to another. It is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about the relationship that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.
Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. It is quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It gives you strength and grows beyond you to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even…
Archive for December, 2003
December 30th, 2003
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December 30th, 2003
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I’m only pretty sure that I can’t take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I’m going to miss
I wonder how it’s going to be
When you don’t know me
How’s it going to be
When you’re sure I’m not there
How’s it going to be
When there’s no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I don’t care
How’s it going to be, How’s it going to be
Where we used to laugh
There’s a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can’t ignore
Like the hammock by the
Doorway…
December 23rd, 2003
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don’t you remember who i used to be
i’m the one you said you’d always need
have you forgotten the love you promised me
don’t you remember who i used to be
there was a time when everything was easy
i didn’t have to try and you gave all your love
but he’s turned you around now and you no longer need me
hard as i try now i just can’t do enough
i’m not the same man i was when you left me
there’s been some changes in my life without you
i’d love to say things are going great now
the truth is i wonder what i’ll ever do.…
December 21st, 2003
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baby knows it is late
probably should not have call
but its times these
when i miss you most of all
well i have been feeling down
i haven’t slept for days
sitting in my motel
a million miles away
there’s this picture, its painted on my wall
and i know you, i’d like it at all
but tonight it made me think you of so thought i would call
tell you about my picture, it’s painted on my wall
i don’t know the artist
and i don’t really care
but the pretty colors
made me think of your pretty hair
and there a big ol’ sunset
there’s a shadow tree
it’s the perfect place for you to…
December 13th, 2003
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You build me up
You knock me down
Provoke a smile
And make me frown
You are the queen of runaround
You know it’s true
You chew me up
And spit me out
Enjoy the taste
I leave in your mouth
You look at me
I look at you
Neither of us know what to do
There may not
Be another way to your heart
So I guess I’d better find a new way in
I shiver when I hear your name
Think about you but it’s not the same
I won’t be satisfied I’m under your skin
Immobilized by the thought of you
Paralyzed by the sight of you
Hypnotized by the words you say
Not true but I believe anyway
So…
December 12th, 2003
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i can’t get to sleep
i think about the implications
of diving in too deep
and possibly the complications
especially at night
i worry over situations
i know will be alright
perhaps it’s just imagination
day after day it reappears
night after night
my heartbeat shows the fear
ghosts appear and fade away
come back another day
December 10th, 2003
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Summer time and the wind is blowing,
Outside in lower Chelsea,
And I don’t know
What I’m doing in this city,
The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows,
And I’m sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
That’s when I knew,
I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still I’m feeling stupid,
And there’s this burning,
Like there’s always been,
I’ve never been so alone,
And I’ve never been so alive,
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by,
Cigarette ash flies in your eyes,
And you don’t…
December 8th, 2003
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ive been watching this sappy movie for sometime,
and i want to see the girl get the guy this time.
December 5th, 2003
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for anyone who’s bored/having a bad day/can’t sleep/whatever.. try this:
go to google.
punch in “miserable failure” [without the quotes]
hit the “i’m feeling lucky” button. (it takes you to the first thing google comes up with on its search)
